Friday, 23 March 2012

Been absent



Hi my friends,i haven't been creating anything for weeks,my smash book came to a very abrupt stop.My mum had cancer and has passed away,im finding it harder than i thought i would,Mojos gone in fact i cant be bothered with anything and work,well i just don't wont to be there right now,I guess time will tell.But i wonted to share this montage of photos of mum over her 81 years,she beat cancer once but sadly not this time.I am of to a retreat in a couple of weeks,so I'm hoping that will energise me and bring me back.






4 comments:

Sherryn said...

Please accept my sincerest sympathy. so sorry for your loss. xx

carol said...

thanks so much sherryn :)

Axel....{Carol} said...

I miss you so much mum xxx

Axel....{Carol} said...

mum would have been 83 on tuesday,my life has taken a majour change in a very short time,my favourite hang out closed down and the next closest one wasnt very friendly,so all my friends have spred out.Both of my boys have left home and now are working in perth australia,i lost my best friend and mum,i lost my brother to,as he wasent very good to mum so i have classed him as non family,my job is wobbly,i get no satisfaction from it,and dont even wont to be there but i try hard to go to work and do my job to the best of my abilites.I have 2 wonderfull neices my sister and hubby here in nz.but i find by the end of the week im a total mess,im tired,board and lonly,confused and dont really know what i wont to do any more.I would like to thank those that have put up with my moods due to depression,but i feel im am getting better at controling my tears and fustrations.I would not wish this on anyone,This person im is not the me i know and love,im just in a strange place right now but doing all i can to dig my self out.So please dont desert me..i need you xoxoxoxox